June 27, 2010

Sensing God's Presence

by Rev. Dr. Jim Carlson

1 Kings 19:1-15

Back in 2004 a man by the name of Camilo Antonio was convicted of murdering his stepfather. He was sentenced to 10 years in the Manica Agricultural Penitentiary in central Mozambique, where he probably worked off his sentence raising crops or something.

After serving about half his sentence he was paroled last year for good behavior. Just imagine how he might feel after five years of living in a Mozambique prison. You would imagine that the day he left the penitentiary would have been one of the greatest days of his life.

Not so. Antonio found that life outside the prison walls was very challenging too. He looked for work wherever he could find it. No luck. No one was hiring paroled murderers. Big surprise, right?

Another problem for him was the sneaking suspicion, probably rightfully so, that his father-in-law’s family was out looking to avenge his murder. Everywhere he went, Antonio worried that someone would jump out and try to kill him. I imagine he had quite a time trying to get a good night’s rest.

So Antonio decided he would do what made the most sense to him. Prison wasn’t fun, but it was better than the anxious, hand to mouth existence he had while out on parole. So he went back to Manica penitentiary, went up to the front door, and asked to go back to jail.

As you might expect, the guards said, “Sorry buddy. This place is only for prisoners” and they turned him away. Not satisfied, he went and found a crowbar and some other tools. Rather than walk back in, he broke back into jail. He used the tools to destroy one of the prison walls.

Sure enough, when the guards came in to do roll call, Antonio was there, waiting to be counted. They re-arrested him, charged him with destruction of property and he received a one-year sentence. "To me, prison is the safest place," Antonio said. "I don't want to live in jail, but at this stage in my life it's the best place I've found."

You know sometimes it’s at our time of greatest victory, our highest points in life when we’re confronted with questions about what life really means and what our lives are really about. Sometimes those answers don’t seem to live up to the joy of the greatest times in our lives.

When that happens, people can get disillusioned with life and wonder if it’s all worth it. That seems to be the situation Elijah found himself in after he had what would have been considered the greatest victory of his career as a prophet.

In the chapter before this one Elijah wins in a confrontation between himself and these prophets of another god named Baal. The perspective of the author of this passage is that Baal is no god at all. The God of Israel is able to do what Baal cannot do, thus proving that Israel’s God is the only legitimate God.

Elijah had also told the king that there would be no rain in the land until God decided it would rain again. And after three and a half years it began to rain. This day would be the prophetic equivalent of winning the super bowl for Elijah.

But instead of throwing him a ticker tape parade, King Ahab tells his wife Jezebel, yes that Jezebel, that Elijah has just killed all the prophets associated with her god Baal. You can imagine that she’s not pleased.

But she’s also not stupid. If she wanted Elijah dead she could simply have sent some commandos to hunt and kill him. But she can’t do that because Elijah has just discredited her in front of all the people. It would be a terrible move politically.

So instead she tries to get Elijah to leave voluntarily by sending a messenger to let him know that she’s out trying to kill him. Now one would think that after the great display of God’s power through Elijah, that he would say, “If God can send fire from heaven, God can certainly protect me from the likes of her. I’ve shown everyone just how weak she really is.”

But instead of having confidence in the God who just saved his hide, Elijah flips out and runs scared. He was up in Jezreel, where Ahab and Jezebel were. And when he hears that she’s out to get him, he goes all the way down to Beersheba to get away from her. (Slide)

The rest of this story is very symbolic in nature. Elijah’s encounter with God at this point is purposely told in a way that sounds like the experience of Moses in the desert 400 years earlier, after leading the Israelites out of Egypt toward the Promised Land.

Like Moses, Elijah comes to a point where he doesn’t think his life has any more value. If Jezebel can still hunt him down after what’s happened, then he figures he can’t win no matter what God does. He’ll never turn Ahab and the Israelites back to their God.

Like Moses, Elijah is given food by God in the desert, in this case bread and water. Like Moses, Elijah is given this food by God so that he can get through a forty day spiritual experience with God in the desert. Moses and the Israelites were fed by God during their forty year trip to the Promised Land.

Like Moses, Elijah traveled to Mount Horeb, AKA mount Sinai. There he encountered God, just as Moses had encountered God while receiving God’s commandments on that same mountain. Like Moses, Elijah tells God that he feels like he’s the only one taking God seriously, and that all the people who are supposed to follow God have abandoned God.

God says to Elijah, “Go and stand on that mountain. I’m am about to pass by.” Three events occur that we would call geological. First, like Moses, Elijah experiences the earth shaking as God is present on the mountain. You would assume that God is showing Elijah just how powerful God is to remind Elijah that all is not lost. But the author is careful to tell us that God was not present in the earthquake. So much for that theory, right?

God also sends a powerful wind, an event that was often believed to signal the presence of God at that time. It was so violent that the mountain was splitting and the rocks on the mountain were smashed to pieces. Elijah probably thought, “Now there’s the God I believe in!” But the author tells us that God was not in the wind.

A fire also broke out, as happens frequently in the desert. Imagine the sound of trees burning, the smell of an all consuming blaze that seemed to envelop Elijah. God just has to be present in that fire. But the author says that God was not.

When all of these events ended, Elijah heard what we refer to as a still, small voice, a barely audible sound of God speaking to him. After all of what Elijah had seen, knowing how powerful his God was, the last place you would expect to hear God’s voice was in the silence after a wildfire.

Elijah knew God was present, so he covered his face. God says, “I want you to go back and anoint two kings. It’s time for a change in leadership. In addition, I want you to anoint your successor. Your servant Elijah will take over your responsibilities when your time on earth is up.”

I imagine Elijah was shaking his head thinking, “You know, all I needed to do was listen to that still small voice. God wasn’t in the theatrics; God was in the silence.” Elijah saw his ministry in terms of fire coming down from heaven and rain falling only when he gave the word.

What Elijah learned was that most of the time God’s work is done in the everyday, simple tasks that we carry out in God’s name. One reason why this story is important for us as Christians is because when the authors of the stories in the New Testament wrote about Jesus’ life, they frequently told those stories using images from Elijah’s life.

Jesus also went into the desert for forty days. Like Elijah, Jesus was faced at that time with the question of what he was all about and what he was called to do for God. But in contrast to Elijah, Jesus faced temptation in the desert. Jesus is said to confront the devil. Rather than being taken to the top of a mountain, Jesus is taken to the pinnacle of the temple.

The point the authors were making about Jesus is that Jesus was greater than Elijah. He didn’t just experience God’s presence in the desert. He was God incarnate in the desert. He didn’t just watch an earthquake or a wildfire. He verbally sparred with the devil himself.

Some of the people of Jesus’ time expected that one day Elijah would return to announce the end of the age and the beginning of a new age in which God would rule the earth more directly. In Jesus they got someone greater than Elijah who began the everyday work of bringing God’s rule to earth one person at a time as he healed and taught and mentored people.

That’s the connection between Jesus and this story. They both realized, especially Elijah from this still small voice, that for the most part God works not through large spectacular events and miraculous happenings, but in the everyday tasks of announcing God’s reign on the earth.

That’s really the point I want to focus on this morning. Elijah had started to grow accustomed to associating God with spectacular events like fire from the sky, drought, resurrection of the dead, earthquakes, and wildfires.

The God he believed in could punish Ahab for murdering someone; that God could also delay Ahab’s punishment when Ahab repented. The God Elijah believed in could make a complete mockery of someone else’s God. People liked that kind of God.

But those things didn’t end up bringing about the kinds of change that Elijah had hoped for. Instead of waiting for more fire from the sky, God told Elijah to go back to Israel and get back to work. God would change the world through the everyday actions of a poor prophet.

In Jesus’ day God’s work was done as Jesus healed sick people and fed the hungry and challenged religious hypocrisy and taught people to have a more genuine faith. One person at a time, one day at a time, over time, the world was saved.

What does that mean for us today as we try to figure out what it means to be people of faith in a skeptical, busy, modern world?

For some churches, who see themselves competing for peoples’ attention along with other entertainment possibilities like movies or TV or sporting events or concerts, they feel they have to try to do something more stimulating, more shocking, more outrageous than the other church down the road.

One famous pastor of a large church lived near an army base and was allowed to borrow a tank, which he wheeled into the church. (Obviously they have pretty big doors at that church). He preached a sermon about spiritual warfare while sticking his head out the top of the tank.

That’s something the congregation will never forget. The problem with doing something like that is that you create a situation where you have to keep doing something more spectacular the next time in order to keep your people entertained.

We don’t need to wheel a tank into the parking lot or build some mammoth building or put on a professional stage show in order to do God’s will around here. What we do need to do is remain faithful, to stick with the small tasks that change people’s lives one by one.

God changes the world through the small, silent things we do. God works through the person who sits quietly with someone who can’t get out of his or her home because of disability. God changes the world when we support someone who has lost a job or who finds themselves in bankruptcy.

God will change the world for people in our own town this afternoon as we make sure the poor and the homeless of Waukesha have a warm, healthy, home cooked meal like the ones I have every day of my life.

God changes the world through the support we offer to someone who has just learned that they have cancer, or someone who has just lost a loved one. God changes the world when we silently help someone move their possessions out of the home that they just lost to foreclosure.

God works through us to change the world when we work quietly along with others in our own congregation who don’t speak our language, yet have the same desire as we do to see God’s kingdom come and God’s will be done. When we do these things, the world is changed, one life at a time. And like Elijah, we are changed too.

I want to end with a story about what I should consider to be my early days in ministry. When I was in high school I became involved in a ministry called Youth for Christ. Probably some of you have heard of it. It’s a non denominational organization that does ministry among high school students.

We had worship services every Sunday night at a neutral location and we had lots of outside fun events where we fellowshipped with each other. And once every spring we went down to Daytona Beach. But instead of partying we stayed in a campground while the counselors tried to lead as many youth as they could to Christ.

Each of us was assigned a counselor who worked with us and tried to mentor us. My counselor was a guy named Bill who worked with me and a bunch of my friends. Once a week Bill picked us up and we had a Bible study before school.

My group was considered the nerdy group because it had a bunch of guys like me in it. There was another group with another counselor named Scott. Those guys were the more popular kids and the jocks. Scott was actually the leader of the whole program. Bill was more into setup when it came to meetings and things.

Scott was the more charismatic, former jock who everyone looked up to. Bill was just the guy who worked with…well, guys like me. One of the jobs Bill and I had was setting up the sound system for the Sunday night meetings.

We got there an hour early. We carried the equipment in from Bill’s car. We set up the speaker stands, plugged in all the power, set up the microphones, and made sure everything was ready so that when Scott and his crew walked in, things were good to go.

It was grunt work, but I enjoyed it. And yet all the time I really wanted to be like Scott, the guy with the magnetic personality who led the services and did all the speaking and seemed to have the more important role.

I wanted to lead the singing and play the music. That stuff seemed so much more important than setting up and taking down the equipment every week. In my mind those things were the equivalent of the earthquake or the fire or the wind, the place where I really saw God working.

But when I look back now, none of those things would have taken place had I not been involved in setting up and getting the room ready so that my friends could worship. It was in doing that grunt work that I really learned what ministry was all about. People’s lives were changed, people were able to encounter God in real ways in part because I did the simple everyday task of setting up sound equipment.

I’m not applauding myself here. I’m telling you just how different things seem to me now. Begin a Christian is not the equivalent of a 100 yard dash. It’s a marathon of service to Jesus.

The people who are successful in living out their faith are not the ones who get the most notoriety for what they do. It’s the ones who stay faithful to God for the long term, even if what they do doesn’t appear at first glance to be all that world changing.

Take a minute and think about what you do here. Think about what you do during a normal week for the cause of Christ. Whether it’s serving cookies or fixing the lights or teaching children or performing music, those things are the little ways in which we bring God’s reign to the city of Waukesha.

It’s our ability to stay faithful to those tasks that determines how successful we’re going to be as a congregation. We’re never going to be the church equivalent of an earthquake. We may never be a spiritual wildfire that takes Waukesha by storm.

But my hope is that we will always be the still, small voice, always about the work of the kingdom, meeting individuals here in town and reflecting God’s love one person at a time.
 

 

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